Im a creep Im a weirdo I dont belong here

HEY..

2007-10-13T12:16:00.000-07:00

i know we arent talking anymore but..
you have o lvls in like a week or so...
therefore i would like to wish you good luck
i dont wan you to be distracted by the argument..

nothing saddens me more den what happened...
but thats just my true feelings..
and its just not you...

COKESAREMYESCAPE

2007-10-07T04:49:00.000-07:00

updates...

well there was ltc camp..
ok i dont feel like blogging now sorry guys..
im not feeling good

ITRIEDSMOKINGTODAY

2007-09-23T10:36:00.000-07:00

i bought a cheapo shoe today! yay!
believe it or not..i smoked today...thx to RG...who forced me

RG:u just try suck and blow out..

grrr
some stupid camel brand shit...NO FILTER SUMMORE! AIYO!!!! RG wan me die la
got the after taste like coffee+tea in my mouth laaaa yuck

im sorry i ever smoked...i wont do it again? ok elie???

life sucks when u smoke...and life sucks more when ppl beg you to help them sign up for something budden they say they gotta leave last minute cause they got something else to attend to...dontyoufeelfuckingused? somemore they say things like if you go i go,and that makes u feel important..so in the end u decide to go no matter wat so that the person will go..budden they drag another fren along cause they cant survive without that fren.sointheendyouarenotimportantlayouarejustatool

anyway...anyway way way...i cant be bothered with all these shit already la..i gotta think twice about who i trust.anyway cant wait for november/december cause gigs are comming up yay

ISURVIVEDICECAMP

2007-09-22T14:16:00.000-07:00

yay i survived ice camp. it was pure torture and disheartening for all weak souls. but i made thru it! Bleah.. wat the hell im talking about. i shall blog bout the camp some other time.

Back@home!

i missed my home so much...i miss my bed,my tv,my lappie,my pillow,my guitarsss,my psp,my wardrobe..
missed my frens too i think.. well dont think so.. bet you guys didn't miss me!
sooo BOOBOONOMISSESFORYOU

Dance@studio!

yay! i was missed so much that i got a cake for getting back from camp!
A-WELCOME-BACK-IDIOT cake..baked personally by El-e
well..if this is what it takes to earn cakes,i shall go camps for often. =D

so like...ya..took the cab to some dance studio at central to meet Elie. Collected the cakeee..i was like hey-yay-the-cake-looks-oh-so-bright-yellow! Lemon Cream Cake! ahhhhhs..
thank you Elie! she made me dance some shit routine before i had to take the cake.
ya nevermind..ill do anything for cakes!

ISHALLGETYOUSOMEOTHERTIMEEDIOT

but sweet lemon! the cake was heaven! wee~Elie is such a pro baker! thats wat her future will be..

BAKER!

THISISTOTALLYFUCKED

2007-09-15T22:40:00.000-07:00

Ok ok ok, i made promise to myself that, if i survive through this camp I'd probably
make a couple of resolutions for myself. I mean if i survived the shitlot camp maybe i'll be a better person and would probably want to start a new life rite? Yeah yeah so my resolutions would probably be like:

-i'd greatly reduce the time i spent in DoTA
-i'd game a little lesser
-i'll touch the computer less
-i'll spend more time on the guitar
-i'll attend more gigs
-i'll have more late nites
-i'll go out more often (not that im not)
-i'll go home much more later each day (due to the fact i'm always out)
-i'll make sure Elie does well in the O level
-i'll cut my god forsaken hair which many ppl say is a littly bit too long for a boy
-i'll get 3.2 as my GPA
-i'll stable-lise the banddd

yeah so basically i wan to be less of a gaming geek to more of what i was and probably never had a good chance to be. its my REDEMPTION ehh. ok im gonna fuck the cutting hair thing...i like my fringe and all that shit.

o yea! one more
CANTWAITFORSCHOOLTOREOPENCAUSEMEANDEUGENEISGONNACAMWHORE
ANDWEGONNABASHUPCHJIAMEAN
ya and we are probably gonna bunk in at skl on fridays cause the oh-so-caring-school-authority have given us a freaking schedule which lasts till 10pm on friday.. So yeah! weee pretty late nites in skl...god knows what we'll do there.
Wacked.

Teachers Day

2007-09-01T01:21:00.001-07:00

Wooooooooooooooooooo
back to Dunman! As a graduants!
The school is really different from before..
considering the students haf to eat in the field and theres like..no hall

Anyway came on cab with Feez..den met up with K7,Satiya,Kiran and Lamaq...we saw those 4A girls too. When they first saw me..they thought i was a girl >.<'''
I thought that was all..budden..all my other frens who have not seen me thought i was a girl as well!!! ARGH!!! Just because havning long hair make me a girl mehhh..
IM NOT A GIRL!!! IM NOT IM NOT IM NOT!

Not just that, all my teachers are shocked too.. Miss Yew screamed, Mr Jain dont recognise me, Mr Lim is surprised..well..thats what happen if you dont see me for a long time..hehheh..
Wooooo well i miss my Dunman so much! Can't wait for the PRIME project to finish then ill visit it again!

be strong believee

2007-08-27T11:22:00.000-07:00

why why why..
is my life so boring..
aaaaaarrrrrrggggggghhhhhhh
its already my holidays and i have no sense of satisfaction!
i haven't jam for a really really really long time!!!
ARGH!!!!
nobody is asking me out!!!
sadenned..

everyone i know seems to be enjoying their life..
i wan them all to die =x
i also wan to cut my hair! should i cut my hair?

2007-08-19T01:23:00.000-07:00

my new room sucks...
my parents suck...

wats the use of having your own room if u can decorate/design it the way you wan to..

2007-08-14T08:38:00.000-07:00

so boring...server keeps going up and down....
really nothing to do....haizzz...im getting bored of DoTA..
I WANNA PLAY WOW!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

oh well..so bored today that i decided to watch back all the past vids of blink 182..
they are such a great band! why did they have to break up??? one blamed the other..
so whose fault issit? Mark or Tom? Why isn't Travis name involved...he's part of the band too wat..

its evident their band is breaking up towards the end..can see from their live perfomances and in their music..from such crappy tunes to such melodic and calming rock...

one of their earlier shows...see they had so much fun!

Carousel

All The Small Things

and one of those shows before they broke..

I Miss You

Down

pop princess i need you now

2007-08-12T10:44:00.000-07:00

my lips are so dry again!
wat is happening to me?!?!?!?

yay! i started WoW again! this time with more frens! so fun!
supposed to be playing and lvling up together with my frens...instead..some GM summoned me and granted me instant excess to lvl 63! OMG..issit a sign?

anywayy...this week suppose to be a free week for me! i dunno what to do..
so many stuff to do!!! go out...go movie and most of all go JAM! woooooooo
most of all i wan to do is...go fishing! i never fish before!!!!!
i wish i can date a girl during the upcoming holidays! ohh..no hope la....haizz
ill kill all those couples out there! GRRRR

LALALALALALAALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA

2007-08-05T11:15:00.000-07:00

fly fly fly alibi...

somehow...i feel the urge to change the world...

i wanna go iraq! save the people there!
i wanna stop war all around the world!
why cant we all just live in peace????

i wan to stop technology advancement..
lets just stop and accept all that we have now
cant we?

the world is falling apart...with depletion of resources
and the loss of lives each day..

argh i still havent do any assignments..why am i such a lazy ass...
oh yea! national day coming! i dont have any red stuff to wear... =(
who wanna go watch national day with me?!?!?!?

Elie...F u laaaaaaa

2007-08-05T00:30:00.000-07:00

F u la elie....ask me follow library..carry your sick and dumb heavy books..borrow so much summore! Go and die la...

My hands are aching tire..not only dat! You still dare make ppl go walk walk around with all the books i am carrying for you!!! GRRRR.. Not only that! After all these you make me blanja you your stupid waffle dipped in...SHIT! ARGHHHHH!!!

nevermind i learnt a lesson today..never go out with you again..you can go carry all your heavy books yourself...see that you walk slanted like and idiot! YEA!

YA YA AND IF U EVER GONNA READ THIS KAILI...I DONT LIKE HER LAAAAAA!!!

I still haven't print my components for board games,hti journal havent do,script not progressing...soooo in troubleee! Somebody help!!!

MY MOVIE!!!!!

2007-07-31T12:39:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!!! YAY YAY!

Im like soooooo done with this video editing of my debut movie!!!!
weeeeeeewoooooooweeeeeeewooooooo!!!!

its like so cool laaaaaa..but i realised that people dont understand what the actors were saying anyway..kaili was so right about not having subtitles laaaa..ohhh nooess...
ohh well..eventually ill learn!

anyway heres the video!

cant see it? try http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UrJ9_51jvbQ...hope you enjoy!
just so you know..i directed it!!! yay!

powerrr

2007-07-30T11:55:00.000-07:00

i just realised....
if i were to have superpowers rite...
i wan..i wan..I WAN X-RAY VISION!!!!!
Yeah! i meann its sooooo cool la to have x-ray vision..
u can like see so much cool stuff...rite rite rite?
ya ya ya! and also! i wan to be able to be invisible!
thats so cool too!
with these two powers unite...people like me...willl
GO INTO THE GIRLS BATHROOM AND PEEK! =x
I WILL SEE THRU CLOTHES AS WELL!! YEAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
=x

oops..ok ok i wan power to remove memory..
remove yours! you never read this post of mine! never!!!!!!

some people are bastards who deserve to die

2007-07-29T03:25:00.000-07:00

im so stupidddd..sooo stupiddd..which idiot goes to buy breakfast WITHOUT BRINGING THEIR WALLET..the scenario was

me:err..1 egg macmuffin meal please..change drink to orange juicee..take awayy..

cashier: ok *goes to take the stuff i ordered* ok that would be 5.40?

me:ok...*searches pocket*..o shit..err..nvm..i never bring my wallet heh..*quickly walks away*

i wass so damn paiseh laa..ill never do that again...
its so hard to jam nowadays that people are so bz with their final proj etc etc and when you have a drummer without a handphonee!

me: ehh..when wanna jam again huh..try the songs u written

kason:oh shit..i forget to ask drummer when he was online..damn it..

me: huh? cannot just sms or something mehh..

kason: he ar..no phone..

me: den last time leh?

kason: he sometimes have sometimes dont have arr..

kason: his family abit problem..

me: aiyarrr..kk

kason: next time he online i ask..what day u most free

me: weds lorr

kason: ok later if haf i tell u..

i should probably invest in a bass soon..for the greater good hehheh
so piss off! =D

me,me and me

2007-07-28T01:43:00.000-07:00

highlight the whole post to see what i am

You Are a Chimera

You are very outgoing and well connected to many people.Incredibly devoted to your family and friends, you find purpose in nurturing others.You are rarely alone, and you do best in the company of others.You are incredibly expressive, and people are sometimes overwhelmed by your strong emotions.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatmythologicalcreatureareyouquiz/">What Mythological Creature Are You?

wow a chimera..

You Are 65% Indie

You're a very indie person, and admit it, you look down a little on people who strive to be normal.You'll indulge in a little mainstream pop culture every now and then. But for you, anything not indie is a guilty pleasure!

How'>http://www.blogthings.com/howindieareyouquiz/">How Indie Are You?

Your Depression Level: 56%

You seem to have mild depression.A lot of people fall into your range, and it's quite possible you don't need treatment.If you've been feeling this way for a while, you may want to seek help.

Are'>http://www.blogthings.com/areyoudepressedquiz/">Are You Depressed?

Your Heart Is Red

You're a passionate lover - you always have a huge fire in your heart.Too bad it's hard for you to be passionate about just one person!
Your flirting style: Outgoing and sexy
Your lucky first date: Drinks and dancing
Your dream lover: Is both stable and intense
What you bring to relationships: Honesty

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorheartdoyouhavequiz/">What Color Heart Do You Have?

thank god my heart is the right colour

directors cut

2007-07-27T12:20:00.001-07:00

i directed a movie todayy!!! its a scene of a hospital operation! the movie is currently undergoing editing and dubbing as some parts are err...unsuitable..
many thanks to the ACTORS who played their part..

the movie simpsons is a must watch for people with a cut for lame jokes and smart jokes! the movie is like so aweesomee..i laughed so much till i think i think my heart stopped. Its hilarious!!! Yea all 10 fingers for Simpsons: The Movie!

realised that..many many many nice to see girls hang out at vivo at nite huhh...yeaaaahhhhh how fun..i oughtto "hang" out there more..

anyway on the way home on the mrt..theres this son of a bitch motherfucker fat non respectable asshole..sad i have to call him that but his actions were rude and indignant..the moment he wwent in the train he just started singing some chinese fuck ass song loudly like no ones business..it was so fucking loud that the whole cabin could hear it...he kept on singing and singing...no one actually bothered to reprimand him for his actions therefore it kept going on and on....please la sir..ur a wannabe..ur never gonna make it..ur singing sucks..and i think ur a fucker...so just fuck off...
the worse thing is that..he sat beside me and my frens...which adds on to my reason for scrutinizing his vile actions..i hope u burn in hell

dont ask me why im so angry over such a stuff...nowadays im pretty mad over little things and probably some would know why..

this will be long and lame

2007-07-26T11:24:00.000-07:00

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told you so..idiot..

im still sick but i just had to go to skl

2007-07-23T11:09:00.000-07:00

these two just got married!~bless them!~my lil penguins

well im back to skl...even tho im not fully well..
my new class is awesome! designer tabbles and chairs~! wooopeee
finally my own loving space! yay hurray!

went home really late..and realised..theres this electronic clock at our skl there!
woah! so cool! so big leh! me,k7 and wilson weere like...waaaaaaahh never see before..
what idiots we are...

anyway..i hurt a frens feelings today..i dunno why..but im sorry..i was just being truthful..
such behaviour and actions just make me...argh..

i mean..i mean..you talk about the guy so much..it gets to my nerve..why dont u just marry him..

and the thing is you say you dont even have feelings for him..thats just so flirt lor...its really...haizz...screw this..

laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhsssssssssss

2007-07-19T23:35:00.000-07:00

im so bored that i drew crap stuff during my free time

with the dumb adobe illustrator..

like thiss...

and...

anddd

this!! kweee! kweee!

anyway..i just realised..i miss my adobe illustrator test! oh knows!!! guess im gonna flunk this course..

oh yeas! the lead singer from the band paramore is darn cute! shes a super hot cutey red head! weeee!

2007-07-18T20:46:00.000-07:00

i tried to reason i tried to listen but these feelings just wont go away..

lalalalalalalalalalalalala....fucku chicken pox..cause of you im stuck at home..i cant meet my frens! i cant go jamming! ohhh how i missed jamming!!! everyday seems like the same day..i wake up..take a shower and i apply calamine lotion..

i wish this chicken pox just quickly ends la...its making me look like a monster... T.T

The Cure is coming to Singapore.. i wanna watch them!!! Someone please go with me!!!!!
I wanna watch Singfest 2007 too!!! Someone go with me pleasee...

Sick season

2007-07-13T08:49:00.000-07:00

im sick and i hate it...
fever for no reason! blisters all over my body!!! noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
i dont wanna die yett!!! T.T

I wanna watch Harry Potter! I wan see Hermione!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

The Wedding

2007-07-07T20:04:00.000-07:00

07/07/07..Wooo not only its Earth Day! Its my sis wedding! Its held in like her school...Yuying Secondary..one reason being so was she met him there, which means..he is a teacher as well!
To collaborate with the theme, the colour schemes are green and brown..to suit earth..zzz

The good thing its being held in the school is cause its big..its free..not only that..my sisters students were there to help hahaha and..MOST OF THEM ARE GIRLS woooo!!! so shiok la..got quite a number chio chio ones.

The sad thing of the occasion is that almost all of my relatives dont recognize me at all -.-" zzzzzzz
I mean like WTF..they weere all asking "hey wheres zul wheres zul kinda thing" when i was like so nearby them.. Not only that, moment they see me it goes like "you sure this is zul!? you sure? look so diff!!" and "Wah hair so style BLA BLA BLA" i mean like zzzzz..ive grown up okay!

I've realised that theres some relatives who i dont even know.. Guess that things change over time and people change as well

new hair day

2007-07-04T11:23:00.000-07:00

i cut my hair! yay! "trimmed" to be exact...went to this like this saloon..Eugene recommended one..cause he say the hairstylist chio.. But when i got there..i got this fat ass girl to cut for me... hahaha..aniway..now my hair is thinner! yay! despite all these..no one actually realise i cut my hair laaa like wth. My parents said that im wasting my money. =(

i just realised im gonna get screwed for my HTI presentation as i do not understand what the hell Plato is talking about..

alot of has been going thru my mind lately..one is of course think of girl..wahaha jk jk..actually wondering if i shld enter band category for sd talent-time with kason since i have alot of free time... the thing is..we dont have a drummer..who is from sp..hahaha figures...

2007-07-03T11:00:00.000-07:00

I feel so sick and tired..
I feel so sick and tired..
I feel so sick and tired..

I dunno why but i just feel out of place today and somehow really really tired..

Today is the day where i made a record..
where i actually went home at the earliest time
4:30PM! And i realised that the people in the train at this point of time are different..mostly school kids..school girls..and girlls...hahaha..

Anyways..goodbye thick hair..the 6 months we spent together was fruitful it was sweet while it lasted..im sorry it had to end this way..

YOUTHFUL

2007-07-02T11:17:00.000-07:00

Youth Day..Hppy Youth Day!

Youth Day is the day where we become childish all over again and be immature in thoughts and action...forget the constrains of our lifes and enjoy it during the moment and at its best...
thats what we did on Youth Day.. Victor, Samuel,Jiayi,Alvin,Eugene,Nicolas, Levi and Me..hahaha

We left class half way and went to Suntec wahaha...We banged hard on the bridge..scaring people who were on the bridge

Most Youthful guy award goes to Nicolas for all the deeds he had done..such as staring at a curious baby who is looking at him with a "wanna fight ar" face and trying to walk in between couples who are walking side by side hahaha... And what a surprise..he seperated more than 8 couples wahaha!!!!

Most Youthful duo goes to Victor and Eugene..whom both have beeen actively participating in hand games during the ride back to school hahaha..

Anyway..ive learnt an important lesson today..that inside every matured exterior looking self of us, deep down inside..we have a child who is desperately trying to get out express him/herself

2007-07-01T06:30:00.000-07:00

I...
think..
that...
girls who play instruments are damn cool and hawt!!!

Yesterday went to Syad's gig at Zai studios..and there was like this girl who played drums and guitars..she looks cool and hawt laaa..Guess im just attracted to girls who plays instruments and rock out..=D

Anyway..i feel that Syaiful is a fucking lucky guy..he has this super chio gf and shes freaking chioo la..wow..summore Syaiful so handsome..haizz..i wan commit suicide la..

O ya..my theory of me being hideous,scary and ugly has sort of moved to the next level..cause yesterday..in the MRT..this guy sat beside me at this two seater place..then at the next stop there was an empty seat on the other side..he went to seat there instead..cause im ugly and scary..haizz T.T

WHAT EVER..whateverr

2007-06-29T07:56:00.000-07:00

I think ill never ever gonna like flash lesson and ill never gonna pay attention in Chens class like forever.. ITS SO BORING!!! I'd always get sleepy..den ill play dota..watch anime or something..

Anyway..Eugene showed me a really cute video today..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=In5uec02E8U..the girl is really cute ar..but i bet shes gonna be labelled a "bitch" if she grows up talking like that to people. WHATEVER!!!

After looking back thru all these..i guess that..im just a freak whose ugly or something bad..
=( when ever im in MRT..people will never wan to sit beside me unless they have no choice..just like today..MRT is so full..and theres one empty space beside me..but no one wants to sit there! Am i that hideous and scary??? T.T

I wish i was more handsome,charming and good looking just like some boys i know..
Or maybe ill just have to get an ugly gf.. =x

2007-06-28T09:14:00.000-07:00

TRANSFORMERS ROCKS LA!!! AND I LOVE BUMBLEBEE HE SUPER ROX!

2007-06-26T07:41:00.000-07:00

shes my fan!~~LOL JK

After all these...i realised..im a LEMON CAKE,SPICY AND WILD KISSER, and also a female deep inside..

Wierd it might seem..hahaha female female lor..

Anyway today was performance day during lunchtime concert, was meant to "promote" Talenttime.. As expected many people we "shocked", "disgusted", "freaked" by me having a pink guitar and pink cable...

We doing well till the third songs..when we started to screww..vocalist forget to sing...WTH! Well here goes..

MY PINK GUITAR IS PRETTY COOL HOR!~

Wahaha

Just Stop

2007-06-22T04:50:00.000-07:00

I wish i can be better at the bass
I wish i can be better at the guitar
I wish i was born handsome..
I wish i can sing much better
I wish i dont screw up
I wish that i was taller
I wish that im cool
I wish im not LAME
I wish that i never had crush on you
I wish i never fall for you
How i wish i wish..

2007-06-21T05:33:00.000-07:00

Okayy jamming today was a whole new outlook for me to realize that there a such good places to jam then where i usually go to. Hahaha not that the place i go to is that much good. BUT FOUR TONES REALLY GOOD LEH!. Anyway..i made a NEW FREN! Haha, its Kason's fren..Derrick..he plays drums..hes cool..hes good! Hes from TP..=) He kinda reminds me of my old drummer cause of the way he plays. Played Basket Case,First Date, Thnks Fr Th Mmrs.. and some originals thought up by Kason (=

Think tomorrow going jamming again leh.. Gonna get so poor from jamming! SKLS REOPENING..must enjoy as much as i can!!!!

Million Thnks to YOU =D

2007-06-20T19:07:00.000-07:00

Hehe! Let me make this official... KAILI ROX!!! Weeeeeee ^^ Love you alot for helping me throughout the whole night hahaha.. You are really an angel =x BLEAH..
YAY YAY! Thanks to her i have nice skin for this bloggg!!!! (= Thnks for helping me search for a niceee skinn with pinkk in it too! Thnk U Thnk U Thnk U!!!

Okay firsts things up..gonna go meet Kason and fren soon for jamming..will post on it later...maybe tomorrow...maybe not..hehe..

2007-06-20T13:44:00.000-07:00

I LOVE KAILI!

SHE'S THE BEST!!

2007-06-07T05:37:00.000-07:00

err...nicolas beside me now, ya i wish i was like him..so smelly..